utopyalar

utopyalar utopyadir yani simdi ben anlatsamda benim utopyam sana sacma gelecek zaten sacma oldugu icin utopya oldugunu anlayamacaksin o yuzden utopya utopyadir...

saat

bilgisayar saatimi ileri aldi mi almadi mi bilmiyorum analog saatimin olmadigini farkettim suanda saat kac bilemiyorum aslinda burada 2:17 diyor ama belkide 3:17...zaman bizim saatimize gore mi ayarlaniyor yoksa kafamiza gore mi yarin bana saat 8 dediklerinde saat 8 mi olmus olacak benim analog saatim nerede...ben saatimi istiyorum..

hep ayni seyler hay ayni yerler...gercekten ozgur oldugumu istedigim yere gozlerimi kapatinca gidebilmeyi gitmesem bile dusundugum seyi getirebilmeyi devamli yapmalisin yapacaksin diye yasamamayi yrin ne yerim ne giyerim diye dusunmeden dusunmeden yasamayi...kafamin hep kocaman olmasini ve hep oyle kalmasini istiyorum...

in my life

they got a lot of words on my life and for what? for me?, no i don't think so. they got a lot of words for their wish but it's simple, they want life like contrary of their words. words, wishes, wills, wants, ideas, notions, considerations, opinions of them. they have a rigths to say all? judgement of life. they can act like part of drove. but today is the day of being insane. get high and live forever. be simple.

alkol

üşüyen totolarına bakarak alkol içen, varlığın ve yokluğun ipinde cambazlık yapıp, elinde, sabahtır çalışıp kazandığı üç kuruşu yatırımlar peşinde değilde alkole harcayan kurnaz ve bir o kadar da tıknaz şehirli çocuklar var, kimseye boyun eğmeden oyunlarını oynuyorlar etraflarda. kimi zaman sek sek kimi zaman saklanbaç. Fark bireleri artık sakalı birileri makyajlı.

system

-Be a part of system!
-Be a part of sheep herd!
-Be a part of game!
-Be a part of relation!
-Be a part of money!
-Be a part of life!
-So my life?

in the name of god

in the name of god. i am the god. the good. and good, bad n ugly. i am all.

usual life

i was born for die. i love for forget. i laugh for cry. i get drunk for be sober. i see into for understand, i am blind in fact. i live for dreaming. i am happy while in pain. first rule be in health for being sick. i am dude for sink into oblivion. i eat for be hungry again. i ponder for how can i be mad. i obey rules for be free. i work for spend more. i be pupped for live for easy life. i live others life for no one puts their nose into my life. i like can yücel because he told about life that belongs to me. i sleep for get up again in morning. i listen songs for find my self. i am in  the system for ravage and take my revenge.

i am a system engineer

it was so real for me and my around.in that period, "there was nothing to do something for others and it was include me also. system makes us nothing but freak. our thoughts turns in what they said. we acts like paintings of picasso.we should live as direction of desire. for this resaon all thigns are forbidden. we should live without prohibitions." as i wrote life for juice.

i got lots of energy and i want to get rid of it. so i did succeed. i act like like like like like...